(text-style:"expand")[Tony's Bar N' Grill, Saturday]
//Ugh it's loud, too loud... And bright.
Fuck where am I again?
I'm at Tony's... on the bathroom floor. Right. //
A shitty tribute band plays in the background what you //think// is supposed to be the intro to "Mother" by Danzig.
//Some tribute band... Christ they sound awful.
And speak of the devil, my mom's calling.//
''`*Mama <3 is calling...*`''
(text-colour:#009e00)[[Accept]]
(text-colour:#c00)[[Decline]]//It probably wasn't that important anyway. Besides, she knows I'm alive and that's good enough.
Not like she even wanted a son anyway.
She yelled when I told her I didn't want to be her daughter anymore...
Acted like I was ''killing'' her or something and told me to take some time and "think about the decision I was making."
Which basically meant "get out of my house until you decide to be a (text-colour:#7c0404)[''girl''] again.//
//I remember packing my overnight bag and biking as far as my little 13 year old legs would take me.
The only person who was there for me during that time was my [[best friend]].////I basically crash-landed on her lawn that night...
I still can't believe she let me stay for as long as I did.
Laura was nice like that.
She was a fucking saint, even to bastards who didn't deserve it ...like me.//
"Hey sweetie, it's Mom. Just calling to make sure you're safe and ask when you'll be home."
//Fuck, yeah how the hell am I going to get home?
I'm only like a mile away so I guess I could walk... taking the bus would probably be easier though.
But who knows if the bus is running at this time...
Shit I'm still on the [[phone->phonecall]]--//
"Honey? You there?"
"Yeah mom, sorry there's bad service here..."
//Not ''technically'' lying. The cell is pretty spotty in this bathroom.//
"But yeah I'm alright ma. Thanks for checking in, I'll be home soon"
//Soon-''ish'' anyway.
Yeah right... with my luck it'll be an hour before I'm home and in bed.//
"Alright well be safe baby, I'll see you later."
`*Mama <3 has ended this call.*`